I dont think it would do justice to say that I'm a little critical of myself. I have extraordinarily high standards for which I think I should have met, and at times I wished I never even preached in the first place.
But on the positive side, its not as bad as I thought. Maybe its even pretty good, though I'll stick with not as bad as I thought. I noticed I said uh and uhm quite a few times. ...
If anyone wants a copy, just let me know and I'll send it to you...